I have a new website! Go check it out! Built by the amazing Christine Kessler, it links to everything Mz related! This very blog will also be changing dramatically, and all of my posts will probably be archived. (Perhaps over on BecomingBerlin.com?)  My paysite- www.xxxfemmefatale.com will also be going live, like, really soon. I’m so ready to release some of my content

I’ll update as often as I can while building these three sites. Please take a moment and sign up for my newsletter on my Soon to Be Open XXXFemmeFatale.com or on my Awesome New Site!! Yay!!

Today was a lot of fun. I worked with Natali Demore for Smothered Slave.  She topped me twice, and I got to have my way with her once. Didn’t get to pull out my rope, but I got creative with lingerie, and I’ll leave it at that.  You’ll have to join her site to find out what our adventures were today. I got to play a cop, a bitchy roommate and a slutty student.  And how was your day at work? LOL

After work I was off to the bank, and then on to RiteAid and then home to work on the sites and visit with Roxy.  After she left I caught up on the news. I’m maniacal about Countown and Maddow.  Face The Nation is another thing I don’t miss. I was getting ready to watch last weeks and the sun had gone down and I went to close the window and it slammed on my thumb and mostly closed. It was horrible. I could neither scream nor pick up the window. It probably lasted about 30 seconds, but it felt like forever. In my mind it will always be purgatory.  I finally pushed really hard on the pane of glass and got my thumb free, but it had dents on either side. Right under the nail and on the opposite side. And a whole bunch of skin was gone. Uck. Sexy, right? Anyways, it fucking hurt so bad that I couldn’t cry at first.

Called Steen right afterwards.  I wasn’t quite sure what to do. I didn’t know if it was just a normal accident or if I should Do Something. She recomended frozen peas and ibuprofin. I compromised with frozen cherries and ice cream. And “Fringe.” My head was unable to handle Face The Nation. I try to be present for Bob.

I did get all of my paperwork in the mail today and am having lunch with a lawyer in a week or so to go over everything I need to file. I’m super stressed, but trying to focus on fact and moving forward. Paperwork and court is always stressful, but sometimes you have to be a grown up. My only regret is that I didn’t get legal paperwork in place in the first place.  I will do an update on the main legal page tonight, but plan to archive it with the site. I feel really positive about this filing and am trusting that the judicial system will grant me something reasonable. I just want all parties involved to stay reasonable. Including myself.

So, that’s that. Just about everything that’s going on.

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I will be posting here until I switch over, but stay tuned because it could be any moment!!

As Always

Mz B.

I’m totally floored by the events of the past week and over the weekend. I now have enough in my legal fund to cover the filing fees for my child custody revision petition. Or whatever it’s called. I am completely humbled and thankful for all of your letters of encouragement, your hard-earned cash and your empathy. So many fans and friends really came through for me when I needed them to.  This is a personal and time sensitive thing and the fast action of the community has been really inspirational.

I am going to send for documents I need to file tomorrow and will be paying the lawyer the remainder of the balance. I put the downpayment on my credit card last week and am so thankful that I don’t have to worry about coming up with the rest of the fees on the fly.  Thank y’all so much.The final amount is still to be determined, but I’m hoping that mediation will be all that’s needed.

I have spent most of today cleaning the house. I feel that in order to tackle such a tall order this week I have to be in a good mindset, and we all know how good it feels to have a house that is clean from top to bottom. I’ve been organizing, ironing, cleaning and throwing out stuff. I also have put a good bit of stuff aside for eBay! It feels good to be productive.

As an aside, I have gotten so many emails and will focus on returning each and every one later this week, as soon as I’ve worked out all of the legal paperwork. I have read everything that’s hit my inbox and I’d like to give a blanket “Thank You” here.

I should be on FetishChatLive later today, as well as some time tomorrow. As always, I’ll twitter when I go “live”.

As Always

Mz B.

Oh. Here’s a picture from my webcam, like, right this second.

I’ve updated my “Help M” page, if you’ve come to check up on that. And thank you, Catalina. xoxox

In other news, I’ll be going on FetishChatLive later this evening. I have only worked days and afternoons so far and wanted to give the night a try. Plus, it’s been a hectic day. I still have so much to do, but it will be nice to focus on work for a while. Especially work as fun as FetishChatLive.Com!! Hopefully some other fetish hotties will be at the studio so I can tie them up!! I need some tension relief! Ha!

I do feel more in control of things now, and I really feel a sense of solidarity with those who have communicated with me, via Twitter, email and phone.

Accck! Back to sexy bondage fetish vixen femme fatale Mz!! (My focus is sucking more than usual today.)

I’ll be making appearances on FetishChatLive tonight Saturday AND Sunday. I’ll twitter when I go on. (You can follow me @mzberlin) You can also have FetishChatLive send you a text or email when I go on. I usually go for afternoons, but might give evenings a go if tonight goes well! One never knows….

So, here is the link to my page on the site-

And next week I’m super busy working with January Seraph and _N_ on some videos with Kade, and later in the week I get to go play bondage games over at SmotheredSlave.com with Natali Demore. I also have several FetishChatLive dates set next week, but I’ll update as it gets closer. I also plan on updating my clip store very soon with exclusive footage of myself and Chad Rock!

Have a wonderful night. I hope to see you!!

As Always

Mz B.

And if you can’t make it but are craving some Mz Berlin style domination or submission, check out my Kinky Clip Store.