So, my new site is up. I did a big post about it, as I am doing a horrible job of staying off the grid, but it got lost when we were switching the servers or I just thought I posted it or something. So, here’s my new big announcement-

I have a new website! Go check it out! Built by the amazing Christine Kessler, it links to everything Mz related! This very blog will also be changing dramatically, and all of my posts will probably be archived. (Perhaps over on BecomingBerlin.com?)  My paysite- www.xxxfemmefatale.com will also be going live, like, really soon. I’m so ready to release some of my content

I’ll update as often as I can while building these three sites. Please take a moment and sign up for my newsletter on my Soon to Be Open XXXFemmeFatale.com or on my Awesome New Site!! Yay!!

Today was a lot of fun. I worked with Natali Demore for Smothered Slave.  She topped me twice, and I got to have my way with her once. Didn’t get to pull out my rope, but I got creative with lingerie, and I’ll leave it at that.  You’ll have to join her site to find out what our adventures were today. I got to play a cop, a bitchy roommate and a slutty student.  And how was your day at work? LOL

After work I was off to the bank, and then on to RiteAid and then home to work on the sites and visit with Roxy.  After she left I caught up on the news. I’m maniacal about Countown and Maddow.  Face The Nation is another thing I don’t miss. I was getting ready to watch last weeks and the sun had gone down and I went to close the window and it slammed on my thumb and mostly closed. It was horrible. I could neither scream nor pick up the window. It probably lasted about 30 seconds, but it felt like forever. In my mind it will always be purgatory.  I finally pushed really hard on the pane of glass and got my thumb free, but it had dents on either side. Right under the nail and on the opposite side. And a whole bunch of skin was gone. Uck. Sexy, right? Anyways, it fucking hurt so bad that I couldn’t cry at first.

Called Steen right afterwards.  I wasn’t quite sure what to do. I didn’t know if it was just a normal accident or if I should Do Something. She recomended frozen peas and ibuprofin. I compromised with frozen cherries and ice cream. And “Fringe.” My head was unable to handle Face The Nation. I try to be present for Bob.

I did get all of my paperwork in the mail today and am having lunch with a lawyer in a week or so to go over everything I need to file. I’m super stressed, but trying to focus on fact and moving forward. Paperwork and court is always stressful, but sometimes you have to be a grown up. My only regret is that I didn’t get legal paperwork in place in the first place.  I will do an update on the main legal page tonight, but plan to archive it with the site. I feel really positive about this filing and am trusting that the judicial system will grant me something reasonable. I just want all parties involved to stay reasonable. Including myself.

So, that’s that. Just about everything that’s going on.

Please check out my clip store and VOD. I make my movies for y’all!!

I will be posting here until I switch over, but stay tuned because it could be any moment!!

As Always

Mz B.

I’m going to be incommunicado for a bit. Building my site, getting priorities in order, dealing with legal issue #1, and dealing with legal issue #2.
New blog/site to be up soon.
Thanks everyone for their support in my personal matters.
I be back to moving at the speed of fabulocity soon. I promise.
As Always
Mz B.

Wow.

I’m totally floored by the events of the past week and over the weekend. I now have enough in my legal fund to cover the filing fees for my child custody revision petition. Or whatever it’s called. I am completely humbled and thankful for all of your letters of encouragement, your hard-earned cash and your empathy. So many fans and friends really came through for me when I needed them to.  This is a personal and time sensitive thing and the fast action of the community has been really inspirational.

I am going to send for documents I need to file tomorrow and will be paying the lawyer the remainder of the balance. I put the downpayment on my credit card last week and am so thankful that I don’t have to worry about coming up with the rest of the fees on the fly.  Thank y’all so much.The final amount is still to be determined, but I’m hoping that mediation will be all that’s needed.

I have spent most of today cleaning the house. I feel that in order to tackle such a tall order this week I have to be in a good mindset, and we all know how good it feels to have a house that is clean from top to bottom. I’ve been organizing, ironing, cleaning and throwing out stuff. I also have put a good bit of stuff aside for eBay! It feels good to be productive.

As an aside, I have gotten so many emails and will focus on returning each and every one later this week, as soon as I’ve worked out all of the legal paperwork. I have read everything that’s hit my inbox and I’d like to give a blanket “Thank You” here.

I should be on FetishChatLive later today, as well as some time tomorrow. As always, I’ll twitter when I go “live”.

As Always

Mz B.

Yes, folks, it’s true. I have given up procrastination. Next is smoking. I seriously need to quit.
Cleaned the house today. Did the dishes. Organized a bit. There will always be something left to do, but I feel rather accomplished. Tomorrow, floors, ironing and changing the sheets.
I’m also getting ready to move Marla and Varla into the same bathroom area. Two catboxes is pretty horrific. I need to go get a new covered box. Varla usually goes outside (unless she has the opportunity to go in the kittens’ box) so I’m hoping for the best.
It’s been a quiet but hectic week here. I’ll be on fetishchatlive.com tonight and will twitter when I’m about to go on!
xo
Mz B.

Just signing in now for FetishChatLive.
I got distracted, but ended up completing a big project.
Yay me!!
So, come get your tiny penis humiliated or talk to me about theoretical physics, or I can read to you from one of my favorite Vonnegut books or you can ask me about bondage, fetish or any of my modeling fetishes. If you’re really nice, I might dance around for you or show off my amazing rack. I’ve also been known to pull out the Hitachi from time to time.
Come stop by.
For real.
xo
Mz B.

Oh. Here’s a picture from my webcam, like, right this second.

Wow. What a crazy day.

I’ve updated my “Help M” page, if you’ve come to check up on that. And thank you, Catalina. xoxox

In other news, I’ll be going on FetishChatLive later this evening. I have only worked days and afternoons so far and wanted to give the night a try. Plus, it’s been a hectic day. I still have so much to do, but it will be nice to focus on work for a while. Especially work as fun as FetishChatLive.Com!! Hopefully some other fetish hotties will be at the studio so I can tie them up!! I need some tension relief! Ha!

I do feel more in control of things now, and I really feel a sense of solidarity with those who have communicated with me, via Twitter, email and phone.

Accck! Back to sexy bondage fetish vixen femme fatale Mz!! (My focus is sucking more than usual today.)

I’ll be making appearances on FetishChatLive tonight Saturday AND Sunday. I’ll twitter when I go on. (You can follow me @mzberlin) You can also have FetishChatLive send you a text or email when I go on. I usually go for afternoons, but might give evenings a go if tonight goes well! One never knows….

So, here is the link to my page on the site-

And next week I’m super busy working with January Seraph and _N_ on some videos with Kade, and later in the week I get to go play bondage games over at SmotheredSlave.com with Natali Demore. I also have several FetishChatLive dates set next week, but I’ll update as it gets closer. I also plan on updating my clip store very soon with exclusive footage of myself and Chad Rock!

Have a wonderful night. I hope to see you!!

As Always

Mz B.

Please visit my “help!” page (located on this blog) to read about my current personal problem. I’m sorry to even mention this on my blog, as I try to keep personal things private, but I really need the communities help. Any amount, any repost, anything will help. Just click anywhere on this post to be taken to the page describing what’s going on.
One Love-
Mz B.

Enjoy! And check out my clip store for more Mz goodness!!

I’ll be making another appearance on FetishChatLive.com today! Come by and visit with me. I’ll be on around 4 pm Hollywood time!!

And if you can’t make it but are craving some Mz Berlin style domination or submission, check out my Kinky Clip Store.

Here is an awesome shot by Steen for my upcoming website….

I had an amazing shoot last week with Mark Davis. John Fitgerald captured it on video and Steen was kind enough to capture frozen moments with her camera.

I haven’t talked recently about KOD, which is sort of like Clips For Sale, only with all of Kink.com’s awesome shoots. Including all of my awesome shoots. All of my Hogtied.com shoots with Matt, my entire TrainingofO.com experience, my shoot for Waterbondage.com, WhippedAss.com, SexAndSubmission.com as well as my two amazing shoots with Princess Donna. My epic shoot with Lochai is also there.
Seriously.
Go check it out. And buy all of the Mz you can handle.

Click the link, then run a search for Berlin. It’s easy peasy.
Buy my porn. I made it for you.
xo
Mz B.

Another FetishChatLive.com date!!

I’ll be on today from approx. 4 pm West Coast Time until I’m over it. Stop on in (it’s free to sign up!) and say “Hello!” It’s only my second day!
If you’ve ever wanted to chat with me, have me boss you around or argue about whether tickling is sexy or not, here is your chance! I can also berate your tiny penis, tell you how to masturbate, tell you what a dirty boy you are or simply talk about myself and my awesome boobs. The power is in your hands!
Come play with me!!

Yesterday was a super busy day. It started out on the hectic side and ended on the perfect side. I was a bit late to getting to my FetishChatLive gig, but once I got there I had so much fun! I got to chat with a lot of fans, and play with quite a few submissive men. My favorite type of chat is cam2cam. It was actually pretty awesome. I could see and hear the person I was interacting with. If you’re interested in chatting with me, faithful reader, I’ll be more than happy to oblige. My next scheduled performance is tomorrow, Thursday May 28th, and I’ll be online from 4 pm until I’m exhausted! (Hollywood time, of course!)

If you’ve ever wanted to ask me a question, tell me a joke, stare at my boobs or have me berate you for your tiny penis, here is your chance! My next FetishChatLive.com appearance will be on June 5th.

Good morning, faithful readers! I have a long and busy day today. Right now I’m unpacking from London so I can return all of the awesome latex that my awesome friends lent me that I didn’t get to shoot in because Matt Smith is an asshole. Well, I had to come home early to deal with that shit.
Fuck him.
But back to me and my day- so, I get to see my awesome friends before heading over to The Ivy Manor to do some online domination for FetishChatLive.com. Come on by and say “hello!” I go on around 1 and will be off around 6 and would love to chat with all of you out there!

Then TMS and I are off to pick up our kitten from Nica Noelle! Not only is she my favorite g/g director, but she also manufactures kittens! Who knew?

Lots going on with me right now. Taking sessions at Ivy Manor and booking through the end of the summer. Drop me a line. Looking for paid and select TFP. Videos and photos.

thefabulousmzberlin at gmail dot com

L8TR

Seriously. Moving at the Speed of Fabulocity is exhausting and occasionally disorienting. The lines do, indeed, begin to blur.
Performing at Bondage Ball tonight! It was a last minute thing, and I’m sort of throwing it together, but I’m sure that it will be fine. I’ll be on stage right before the Gwen Media/Syren fashion show, and if you’re curious about my act, think 9 1/2 weeks.
TMS can’t make it, but Kink is coming to help me get assembled and all blinged out.
TMS did get me the fanciest english top hat ever and I am going to have all sorts of outfits made for it. It’s pretty amazing.
Some pictures of me at TG are already floating around the internet. I had an amazing time and can’t wait to go back! I’ve never really wanted to focus on shows in the US because you can’t get dirty or bloody, but this past weekend has given me lots of naughty ideas and I think I’ve found several willing accomplices.
Did I mention that I totally made out with Darenzia? I’m not gonna get over it, ever. And that makes it sort of creepy, which is even hotter.
I’m such a perv.
K. Got to go get ready to perv out tonight. Corsets and crystals and canes, oh my!

Had a great time in London. Hung out with Kumi, Darenzia, Ancillia, Vima and a gazillion other models and kinksters. In addition to performing with Vima (wardrobe malfunction included!) I had the honor of being dressed like birthday princess when I was for the Antiseptic Fashion show on Saturday! Antiseptic knows how to make me feel and look beautiful. Eventually I will pay off my piece and sport it everywhere!! Even better my ass is black and blue thanks to Jade Vixen, Darenzia, N.S., Kip, Viktoria, Maxime Avet, Billy Antiseptic and Stella Maris. I’m sure I’m leaving someone out! (Feel free to spank me for it if it’s you!)
I had to come home a little earlier than I wanted to due to some drama with the SF weekly. Feel free to Google. I’m a tad tired of talking about it today. What’s done is done and all one can do is keep on keepin on!
Daily show, then sleep, then laundry and maybe taxes tomorrow.
To all of those that have sent kind letters and words of encouragement, thank you. It really has helped me through the last 48 hours.
As Always
TFFMB

Hey y’all! I’m safely in London and loving every minute of it! I got to the hotel yesterday and promptly fell asleep. I woke up at chicken thirty this morning and took a walk around the city, stopping at Westminster Abbey, Buckingham palace and the London eye. There is a Dali exhibit at the museum near the eye and that was a treat. Waiting for Vima to get here, then I’m off to explore again.

And she just happens to have a new Vicious Vixxxens Box Set coming out featuring all of the videos with her and the yummy Aiden Star.
I’d like to take this moment to point out that every movie Julie and I have done together has been nominated for an AVN. Just saying.
So, go check out her site and go check out her new and awesome box set.
We make our porn for y’all!!

So, I was freaking out about latex today with Steen and freaking out about not having enough to wear. Steen lent me some pieces from her collection, and January had offered to do the same, and I have my own pieces but of course I was still worried. Steen, being an awesome networker and problem solver, called up her friend Mario at The Stockroom and they were willing to lend me some Syren pieces for the trip! I borrowed a dress and an amazing costume that I’m thinking of buying. It’s pretty rad. I can’t wait to get all dressed up in London! The dress is very Marilyn and the costume is going to be oodles of fun.
Go check them out. In addition to latex they also have a HUGE selection of leather goods, electrosex toys, specialty dildos, CBT implements galore, floggers, restraints. You get the idea.


So, that’s that. I’m very excited about London. I get in early on the 14th and am scheduled to leave on the 18th, but may extend. I’m probably a day late and a dollar short, but if you’re interested in shooting please get ahold of me via twitter or email. Twitter is @mzberlin and email is thefabulousmzberlin at gmail dot com.
I have plenty of wardrobe.
Yay!
I will be performing with Vima on Friday at TG, and will be in the Antiseptic Fashion fashion show Saturday. (That sounds and looks funny, but I suppose it’s correct.)
My LA phone will be working and I can get texts, but they’re pricey so tell me everything in one go.
Ummm.
Excited about spending my birthday in London. I’m going to miss all of my awesome friends here, but it’s a good opportunity and I think I need to remember the freedom of being completely alone.
K.
Back to packing.
EEEEEKKK!!