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Come visit with me TONIGHT on fetishchatlive.com!!
Hey! It’s been a busy morning and it’s bound to be an interesting evening! I still have so much to catch up on with my blog, but I have to hurry up and go get in the shower and head over to The Ivy Manor to hop on a cam and entertain the masses! Come on over and chat with me. It’s free to join, and it’s a nominal fee to chat, and even cheaper if there are enough people and I can go into show mode! Ask me questions, I can make fun of your small penis, you can tell me jokes, or sit with me, face to face via 2WayCam (no extra charge!!), and tell me your deepest darkest secrets.
And I always love bossing people around!
Here is a picture of me, by the lovely Christine Kessler, in the outfit I’ll be wearing. I won’t be in the nude, though! Not in free chat, anyways, and rarely in private. And I never take my bottoms off. (You’ll have to wait for my site to launch or visit Twisted Factory or Kink.Com or MyFetishDiary for that stuff at the moment. Or you could head over to my lovely little clip store. ) You have to impress me. But, just to tease you- here it is. Corset by Jeroen, of Bizarre Design. Amazing. He and Amy Crowder, of WaspCreations.com, are my favorite. Seriously.
Mz Berlin Directs The Porno Again
Had a wonderful day today! Got up early, ran late to set, got done early and had an amazing time with Mark Davis, who has worked with me on SexAndSubmission.com for Kink.com. We got to get down without rope or whips today and it was amazing. I’m still a bit spun. I’m very excited about the launch of my paysite. Shooting with all of my favorite people in order to get content has been such an experience in and of itself.
Although the shoot today was all about me being a femme fatale being a completely dirty girl, it was certainly very D/s based. I’ve never interacted with Mr. Davis any other way. I reflected on that afterwards. I suppose I could’ve been mouthier or played a character or whatever, but there was a reason it wasn’t scripted.
I believe that we got some amazing footage and intense photos and can’t wait to see both. I went from glam to smeared eyeliner in two seconds. There were no bdsm accessories but it was just as intense as SAS. Having TMS and Steen right there was awesome and a little awkward, but that’s why I wanted Mr. Davis there so I could just focus on him.
Directing and subbing at the same time is really hard. Not as hard as subbing and topping at the same time, but difficult. All I can really do is put the best people I know together at the same time and then go with it. Working with people I really like, trust and that know what they’re doing is my formula and I think that it’s working.
And in case I haven’t mentioned it before, Mark Davis is my favorite dude porn star ever. Ridiculous. I’m not sure if it’s the accent or that he’s confident enough to pick me up by the throat. Either way, I hope I can get him a lot for the site. Because I am a twisted individual, I can’t wait until I can get him to fuck my friends for my site.
Steen and TMS both said that they didn’t perv out at all during the shoot, which sort of dissapointed me. I’ve totally perved out at shoots. I’ve perved out with other people at shoots. Do I get a gold star for that? Isn’t that why you’re reading this blog? Because I perv out? And will talk about it, actually do it and take photos/videos of it? Talk to me!! Why are you here, Faithful Reader? Am I funny, am I hot, do you like the LOLCats? I certainly haven’t been putting up enough free porno lately, and haven’t been very good about updating my Clip Store. I guess I’m just anticipating putting all the pieces in place for my site.
K. Gonna recoup so I can go beat the boys that are bad with Nikki Hunter in the morning. My life, on the whole, is pretty bad ass.
Wow. What a busy weekend! TMS and I spent Saturday napping and intending to watch Dr Who. I headed over to The Ivy Manor in the early evening to visit with Isabella Sinclaire regarding some exciting plans she has for the future of The Ivy Manor. In addition, I solidified some plans for my next few films, my trip to Europe and decided to start taking private sessions.
My shoot with Dia was far too fun and far too short. I did suspend her and she said it was comfortable, so I’m happy with that. I’ve threatened Ken with coming over and tying up models in front of his camera ad nauseum and he didn’t throw anything at me or run, so perhaps I’ll have some examples of my rigging soon.
Here is a picture of Dia’s ass after I was through with it. She sent this to me from her cell phone.

I went out in my custom Military suit from Fierce Cotoure to my friends’ dance party. It turned quite a few heads! I knew I might be a little overdressed, but it turned out to be overkill.
Busy, busy.
Today I’m doing my nails and working on sorting stuff out for my trip to London as well as working on my website text. I’m very excited about getting my website going and sharing all of the exclusive content I’ve been shooting with my favorite kinksters! It feels really good to produce and direct my own material and I can’t wait to share it with y’all.
Tomorrow I tango with the incomparable Chad Rock. The theme of the shoot is CBT, and as Faithful Readers will know, I play with Chad on my terms. Tomorrow is going to be awesome. I’m trying to get him to stop by the house today. I’m looking forward to engaging in some stress positions with no rope. I know that Mr. Rock loves a challenge, and I want to give him a fun run for his money. I have no cattle prod and I’m over shocking peoples’ fillings so he doesn’t have to worry about that, at least. *haha*
Matt Smith is supposed to call me sometime today. I want to touch up my hair and hop in the shower, and have to run out and rent a P.O. Box later today. Hmmm. Maybe I’ll call him first. He wants to do a phone interview instead of a written interview. I just don’t want to get taken out of context. I would really like the opportunity to explain my take on his article, so it’s a chance I’m gonna take.
In porno news, Christine Kessler has put up the photo shoot we did featuring my smallest corset cinched all the way on Zivity! She calls it “Tiny Green”. Please go check out Zivity and sign up! You get one free vote for signing up and they don’t spam you. C’mon, give it a go. I didn’t win a bondage award and it broke my heart. Shattered my self esteem. Please up my self-popularity perception. J/K.
Zivity is actually a rather groovy site where you can vote for and view photosets of your favorite models including Darenzia, Angela Ryan, Emily Marilyn…
K. Got to get on it.
L8TR
Mz Berlin is Melting
It’s insanely hot here in Hollywood. Here is a photo of me, the Fabulous Mz Berlin, in a corset. 19″. I’m a rockstar.You should spend the rest of the day in front of a fan and your trusty computer, enjoying the wide variety of my smut available in my VOD Fetish Theater and Clips4Sale store.
Toodles!
Mz Berlin Loves Procrastination More Than Anything
Seriously.
Ugh.
I , The Fabulous Mz Berlin, am just so good at it. My dad says that he is the world champion, but I’m sure that I would win in a showdown. (Actually, I would win, but I never finished filling out the registration)
I’ve been trying to blog just here, making this my central web place.
Twitter has been getting most of my free time. It’s hella addictive.
I need to clean my keyboard. Ice cream and Apple don’t mix.
Went to the Rose Bowl Flea Market with Miss Kessler and TMS. TMS and I got a globe. Miss Kessler got antlers.
I didn’t see any amazing vanities or articulated skeletons, but there’s always next month.
Shooting tomorrow with Miss Conduct and Miss Kessler. Pornographing is gonna go down. Miss Kessler has acquired a fucking machine. Look for video in my amazing and not always expanding Clip Store!
TMS and I had a come to Jesus talk (instigated by me) about my motivation issues. I haven’t really hit the ground running this year. I’ve done a lot more sauntering. Which is occasionally attractive, but not always productive.
I’m making more lists.
I bought a clip board.
I deleted all of my email.
Not sure if the last bit helped at all, but it certainly simplified things.
Yoga, Yoga, Yoga.
I have enough room, I have enough space, I have a rug, I have everything I need.
Goal- 5x/week, 1 video each time.
Just Do It!
The more you do, the more you do.
I love the way I feel after I’ve been consistently working out for a few weeks, but the first two weeks are horrible.
I should never have fallen off the wagon.
Hopefully I will finally get photos in my corset dress this week, though! My ass is big enough to fill it out.
I’m going to eat some cheese and crackers before I get in the shower.
L8TR
Mz Berlin Totally Digs Darenzia

To balance out some of that blinding cuteness and reality, here is a photo of the jet setting fetish fashionista that is Darenzia. Seriously. Her shoe collection was blinding. I’m just happy we wear the same size…..
Here is us about to totally make out. She fucks me with her energy cock later in the shoot. It’s energetically hardcore. Miss Kessler caught the moment on camera.
Darenzia has promised to beat my ass on video the next time we meet. I’ve also been promised a go-round with her brand new bewbies. I suspect we will get into far more trouble this time.
And Even More Mz Berlin!
I’m the update on Miss Kesslers’ site.
Go check it out.









