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	<title>BecomingBerlin.com is Mz Berlin&#039;s archived blog &#187; Behind The Scenes</title>
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		<title>Not So Fabulous- Fighting for my visitation rights.</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/06/12/not-so-fabulous-fighting-for-my-visitation-rights/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2009 20:22:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Please visit my &#8220;help!&#8221; page (located on this blog) to read about my current personal problem. I&#8217;m sorry to even mention this on my blog, as I try to keep personal things private, but I really need the communities help. Any amount, any repost, anything will help. Just click anywhere on this post to be [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/help-m/">Please visit my &#8220;help!&#8221; page (located on this blog) to read about my current personal problem. I&#8217;m sorry to even mention this on my blog, as I try to keep personal things private, but I really need the communities help. Any amount, any repost, anything will help. Just click anywhere on this post to be taken to the page describing what&#8217;s going on.<br />
One Love-<br />
Mz B.</a></p>
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		<title>Mz is Productive!! Yay!!</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/06/09/mz-is-productive-yay/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Jun 2009 00:47:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well, today and yesterday have been very productive. I&#8217;ve gotten a lot of cleaning done, worked on my upcoming site and have scheduled myself for the rest of the month. Tomorrow I&#8217;m off to the dentist for two crowns. Two down, four to go. But it&#8217;s a third of the way there. I&#8217;ve been obsessed [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Well, today and yesterday have been very productive. I&#8217;ve gotten a lot of cleaning done, worked on my upcoming site and have scheduled myself for the rest of the month. Tomorrow I&#8217;m off to the dentist for two crowns. Two down, four to go. But it&#8217;s a third of the way there. I&#8217;ve been obsessed with getting my teeth fixed since I turned 18. I didn&#8217;t see a dentist at all before then, and was in bad shape. This is the final phase of my grand scheme dental plan, and it feels both good and tiring to be this close to the finish line.</p>
<p>I have a lot of appearances on <a href="http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=21facfd98ab5e74b9738a1a333054889&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=21facfd98ab5e74b9738a1a333054889&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish');">FetishChatLive</a> this month, and if you join you can recieve a text when ever I sign in! I&#8217;ll be sure to post here when I&#8217;m scheduled and I&#8217;ll try to at least twitter if it&#8217;s an unexpected play date. I had to swing by The Ivy Manor today and would&#8217;ve hopped on if I had remembered my lipstick. It&#8217;s so fun to chat with fans and fetishists, and the non kinky guys and gals are usually up for some education. Please check out <a href="http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=21facfd98ab5e74b9738a1a333054889&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=21facfd98ab5e74b9738a1a333054889&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish');">FetishChatLive</a> and if you&#8217;re a fetish model or actress who wants to be involved, lemme know! I totally pimped out Wolf Hudson today. (@wolfhudson on Twitter). I should be doing naughty things to him on cam within a week or so&#8230;.</p>
<p>*evil laugh*</p>
<p>If you can&#8217;t wait util Mr. Hudson is available for me to lovingly torment via a live feed, go check out my work as a cruel Dominatrix  at <a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin');">The Twisted Factory</a>. I&#8217;ve beated a lot of ass for <a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin');">CaptiveMale.com</a>. This week I take Wild Bill for a spin, and I think he got a little more than he could handle. We had a fun time, though, and my bondage is coming along. I never needed any help with the verbal humiliation or strap on business, though! I beat Bill for giving<a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Amber%20Rayne" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Amber%20Rayne');"> Amber Rayne</a> a hard time. I wonder if he&#8217;s learned his lesson&#8230;.</p>
<p>My favorite scene of all time, with <a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin');">Chad Rock</a> is also pretty rad. If you&#8217;re looking for me beating ass, <a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/7/2/100525/13/&amp;model=Berlin');">Captive Male</a> and <a href="http://bondagebank.com/hit/1/2/100525/3/&amp;model=Berlin" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/hit/1/2/100525/3/&amp;model=Berlin');">Chantas Bitches</a> are the places to go.</p>
<p>K. Gonna watch the news, play with the kitten, soothe the cat and clean the living room.</p>
<p>L8TR!!</p>
<p><a href="http://clips4sale.com/store/13534" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://clips4sale.com/store/13534');">Buy my porn! I made it for you!</a></p>
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		<title>Mz Does London! Night 1</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/06/08/mz-does-london-night-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 09 Jun 2009 01:25:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[After arriving in London and acclimating myself a bit to my surroundings, it was time to party!! Here are some pix of Vima and I on stage. We were captured by Josselin of HedonyDesign. Check him out!!


Want more kinky goodness? Check out my clip store!! I made it all for you!
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>After arriving in London and acclimating myself a bit to my surroundings, it was time to party!! Here are some pix of Vima and I on stage. We were captured by Josselin of <a href="http://hedonydesign.com/blog/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://hedonydesign.com/blog/');">HedonyDesign</a>. Check him out!!</p>
<p><a href="http://hedonydesign.com/blog/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://hedonydesign.com/blog/');"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1292" title="vimaberlinlaugh" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/vimaberlinlaugh-224x346.jpg" alt="vimaberlinlaugh" width="224" height="346" /></a></p>
<p><a href="http://hedonydesign.com/blog/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://hedonydesign.com/blog/');"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1293" title="tgmzsubmits" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/tgmzsubmits-224x346.jpg" alt="tgmzsubmits" width="224" height="346" /></a></p>
<p><a href="http://clips4sale.com/store/13534" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://clips4sale.com/store/13534');">Want more kinky goodness? Check out my clip store!! I made it all for you!</a></p>
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		<title>Srsly? Not LOL</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/06/08/srsly-not-lol/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2009 11:51:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I just spent the better part of an hour crafting a cute picture journal of my trip to London. Not only was it my birthday, but it was also my first successful trip overseas and to Europe. It was lovely, and life changing in a lot of ways.
And then FireFox went bonkers and then I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I just spent the better part of an hour crafting a cute picture journal of my trip to London. Not only was it my birthday, but it was also my first successful trip overseas and to Europe. It was lovely, and life changing in a lot of ways.</p>
<p>And then FireFox went bonkers and then I lost my whole post and now I&#8217;m running out of juice on the laptop. Ugh. So, here goes nothing. Gonna try to recap quickly.</p>
<p>Before I go any farther, let me state that Tony Mitchell was my knight in shining armor the whole time I was in England I&#8217;m super grateful.</p>
<p>Day 1, I walked and walked and walked along the Thames and all through Windsor. I absolutely love the gardens and think they should charge to rent lounge chairs at any park. It was totally reasonable. Not so impressed with Buckingham Palace, but Westminster Abbey and the House of Parliament were Amazing. Saw the London Eye, took a photo, did not ride, got distracted by Dali. And so it goes.</p>
<p>I cannot wait to go back later this year. I&#8217;m going to try to criss cross the continent and take advantage of opportunities to travel as much as possible.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.mzberlinsblog.com');"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1286" title="bigben" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/bigben-225x168.jpg" alt="bigben" width="225" height="168" /></a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.mzberlin.net" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.mzberlin.net');"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1288" title="house1" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/house1-225x300.jpg" alt="house1" width="225" height="300" /></a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.mzberlin.net" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.mzberlin.net');"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1287" title="londoneye" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/londoneye-225x300.jpg" alt="londoneye" width="225" height="300" /></a></p>
<p>This update is going to be the longest ever. I&#8217;m going to break it up into evenings. Groovy?</p>
<p>Adios, for now, Amigos!!</p>
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		<title>Come visit with me TONIGHT on fetishchatlive.com!!</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/06/07/come-visit-with-me-tonight-on-fetishchatlivecom/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 21:54:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hey! It&#8217;s been a busy morning and it&#8217;s bound to be an interesting evening! I still have so much to catch up on with my blog, but I have to hurry up and go get in the shower and head over to The Ivy Manor to hop on a cam and entertain the masses! Come [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hey! It&#8217;s been a busy morning and it&#8217;s bound to be an interesting evening! I still have so much to catch up on with my blog, but I have to hurry up and go get in the shower and head over to The Ivy Manor to hop on a cam and entertain the masses! Come on over and chat with me. It&#8217;s free to join, and it&#8217;s a nominal fee to chat, and even cheaper if there are enough people and I can go into show mode! <a href="http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=f23416ecc2522a6e58abb319d98b32c2&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=f23416ecc2522a6e58abb319d98b32c2&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish');">Ask me questions, I can make fun of your small penis,  you can tell me jokes, or sit with me, face to face via 2WayCam (no extra charge!!), and tell me your deepest darkest secrets. </a></p>
<p><a href="http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=f23416ecc2522a6e58abb319d98b32c2&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://naked.com/index.php?s=visitor.chat.beforeFreeChat&amp;mname=mzberlin&amp;&amp;t=&amp;auth=f23416ecc2522a6e58abb319d98b32c2&amp;server=fetishchatlive&amp;id=fetishantigua&amp;prg=1&amp;mashId=lfh&amp;campaign=lfh&amp;ref_url=lfh&amp;lang=EN&amp;country=VVMtQ0E=&amp;mcatid=Fetish');"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1277" title="MzBerlinFetishChatLive.com" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/fetish-chat-live-logo_blue1-225x55.jpg" alt="MzBerlinFetishChatLive.com" width="225" height="55" /></a></p>
<p>And I always love bossing people around!</p>
<p>Here is a picture of me, by the lovely <a href="http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/');">Christine Kessler</a>, in the outfit I&#8217;ll be wearing. I won&#8217;t be in the nude, though! Not in free chat, anyways, and rarely in private. And I never take my bottoms off. (You&#8217;ll have to wait for my site to launch or visit <a href="http://bondagebank.com/gallhit/100525/1165/1/2/0" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://bondagebank.com/gallhit/100525/1165/1/2/0');">Twisted Factory</a> or <a href="http://aff.kinkondemand.com/track/MTAxOTkxMjoxNToyMQ/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://aff.kinkondemand.com/track/MTAxOTkxMjoxNToyMQ/');">Kink.Com</a> or<a href="http://myfetishdiary.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://myfetishdiary.com/');"> MyFetishDiary</a> for that stuff at the moment. <a href="http://clips4sale.com/store/13534" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://clips4sale.com/store/13534');">Or you could head over to my lovely little clip store</a>. )  You have to impress me. But, just to tease you- here it is. Corset by Jeroen, of Bizarre Design. Amazing. He and Amy Crowder, of WaspCreations.com, are my favorite. Seriously.</p>
<div id="attachment_1276" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 617px"><a href="http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/');"><img class="size-full wp-image-1276" title="mz20&quot;BizarreDesign" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/berlin-041409-stairs-047.jpg" alt="Mz, 20&quot; by Bizarre Design" width="607" height="890" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Mz, 20&quot; by Bizarre Design</p></div>
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		<title>Mz Berlin Directs The Porno Again</title>
		<link>http://www.becomingberlin.com/2009/05/30/mz-berlin-directs-the-porno-again/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 30 May 2009 23:57:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Had a wonderful day today! Got up early, ran late to set, got done early and had an amazing time with Mark Davis, who has worked with me on SexAndSubmission.com for Kink.com. We got to get down without rope or whips today and it was amazing. I&#8217;m still a bit spun. I&#8217;m very excited about [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Had a wonderful day today! Got up early, ran late to set, got done early and had an amazing time with Mark Davis, who has worked with me on SexAndSubmission.com for Kink.com. We got to get down without rope or whips today and it was amazing. I&#8217;m still a bit spun. I&#8217;m very excited about the launch of my paysite. Shooting with all of my favorite people in order to get content has been such an experience in and of itself.</p>
<p>Although the shoot today was all about me being a femme fatale being a completely dirty girl, it was certainly very D/s based. I&#8217;ve never interacted with Mr. Davis any other way. I reflected on that afterwards. I suppose I could&#8217;ve been mouthier or played a character or whatever, but there was a reason it wasn&#8217;t scripted.</p>
<p>I believe that we got some amazing footage and intense photos and can&#8217;t wait to see both. I went from glam to smeared eyeliner in two seconds. There were no bdsm accessories but it was just as intense as SAS. Having TMS and Steen right there was awesome and a little awkward, but that&#8217;s why I wanted Mr. Davis there so I could just focus on him.</p>
<p>Directing and subbing at the same time is really hard. Not as hard as subbing and topping at the same time, but difficult. All I can really do is put the best people I know together at the same time and then go with it. Working with people I really like, trust and that know what they&#8217;re doing is my formula and I think that it&#8217;s working.</p>
<p>And in case I haven&#8217;t mentioned it before, Mark Davis is my favorite dude porn star ever. Ridiculous. I&#8217;m not sure if it&#8217;s the accent or that he&#8217;s confident enough to pick me up by the throat. Either way, I hope I can get him a lot for the site. Because I am a twisted individual, I can&#8217;t wait until I can get him to fuck my friends for my site.</p>
<p>Steen and TMS both said that they didn&#8217;t perv out at all during the shoot, which sort of dissapointed me. I&#8217;ve totally perved out at shoots. I&#8217;ve perved out with other people at shoots.  Do I get a gold star for that? Isn&#8217;t that why you&#8217;re reading this blog? Because I perv out? And will talk about it, actually do it and take photos/videos of it?  Talk to me!! Why are you here, Faithful Reader? Am I funny, am I hot, do you like the LOLCats? I certainly haven&#8217;t been putting up enough free porno lately, and haven&#8217;t been very good about updating my Clip Store. I guess I&#8217;m just anticipating putting all the pieces in place for my site.</p>
<p>K. Gonna recoup so I can go beat the boys that are bad with Nikki Hunter in the morning. My life, on the whole, is pretty bad ass.</p>
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		<title>and just general updates&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 28 May 2009 01:21:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[So, after my awesome time visiting with fans both new and old on FetishChatLive.com, TMS and I ran out to Nica Noelles&#8217; house to pick up our new kitten. On the way out we tried to think of names, and we both liked Rose Tyler and The Doctor since we&#8217;re on a Dr Who kick [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So, after my awesome time visiting with fans both new and old on FetishChatLive.com, TMS and I ran out to Nica Noelles&#8217; house to pick up our new kitten. On the way out we tried to think of names, and we both liked Rose Tyler and The Doctor since we&#8217;re on a Dr Who kick right now.  Then I remembered Marla Singer from Fight Club, who is just as much of a bad ass charachter as Varla in Faster Pussycat, Kill, Kill. I ran a vote on my Twitter last night (follow me!!! @mzberlin) and Marla won by a mile over Rose. So, that was my lovely evening. Marla seems to be settling in, but Varla is still a tad uncomfortable.  And by uncomfortable I mean totally fucking pissed. 15lbs of pissed Maine Coon. She has way more bark than bite, though and has been hiding, mostly. Marla is attached at the hip, though. She spent most of her first evening here snuggled under TMS&#8217;s shirt and they snuggled in bed, too. Once I got in there, I stole her and then we spooned. She is a total cuddle bunny, which I love. She is also probably the most verbal cat I&#8217;ve ever met. She loves to chat. TMS and I think she may be part bat, and that the squeaks are her sonar.</p>
<p>Dammit! Marla just peed on the couch! WTF?? BRB.</p>
<p>Varla has been hovering in the kitty/utility room. But she wasn&#8217;t even in the house when Marla peed. WTF?</p>
<p>Moving right along, I&#8217;ve been setting up shoots left and right. I&#8217;ve been dealing with the SF Weekly thing on a personal level and will probably go into more detail later.</p>
<p>I would like to say one thing, though.<strong> I never, ever gave Matt Smith the permission to use my name, nor did I give him my full name. He asked for it repeatedly and I told him that I did not want it in the story. Both he and his editor have stated that they did not have to honor such a &#8220;request&#8221;, but Matt told me he wouldn&#8217;t. I even explained that having that information out there would make me feel unsafe, and that I didn&#8217;t understand how personal biographical information outside of my experience with bdsm or my nonconsensual experience were relevant to the topic at hand.</strong> (Whether BDSM is Torture, blah blah.)</p>
<p>But back to happier things, like all of the fun stuff I have lined up for this week. Tomorrow is FetishChatLive.com, of course, and Friday I have a doctors appointment. Saturday I&#8217;m directing my first b/g. Hopefully. Finally. Third times a charm, right??!!</p>
<p>Then, on Sunday I&#8217;m working with Venus Girls. Which means I get to see Nikki Hunter! Yay! She does amazing makeup and always makes me feel sexy. The Venus Girls team is so awesome and the shoots are always fun. I can&#8217;t wait!!</p>
<p>Next week is a really long one, too. I&#8217;m shooting every day but Monday. It&#8217;s good, though. Every shoot means that my website has more and more content, which makes me feel accomplished. I&#8217;m very excited about the launch of my paysite, as well as focusing on performing and teaching classes.</p>
<p>So, go buy my porn. Links are to the left. (Your left.) It&#8217;s all there. Kinky, Clips, Non Kinky, g/g, b/g, bondage&#8230;.</p>
<p>L8TR</p>
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		<title>Fo Real</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 26 May 2009 04:08:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Matt got me! Here is a bts photo by Steen. Enjoy.

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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Matt got me! Here is a bts photo by <a href="http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://refer.ccbill.com/cgi-bin/clicks.cgi?CA=918052-0001&amp;PA=1940862&amp;HTML=http://www.myfetishdiary.com/');" target="_blank">Steen</a>. Enjoy.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-1243" title="berlin-050809-staked-049" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/berlin-050809-staked-049.jpg" alt="berlin-050809-staked-049" width="623" height="425" /></p>
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		<title>And I&#8217;m back&#8230;.</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 11:23:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Had a great time in London. Hung out with Kumi, Darenzia, Ancillia, Vima and a gazillion other models and kinksters. In addition to performing with Vima (wardrobe malfunction included!) I had the honor of being dressed like birthday princess when I was for the Antiseptic Fashion show on Saturday! Antiseptic knows how to make me [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Had a great time in London. Hung out with Kumi, Darenzia, Ancillia, Vima and a gazillion other models and kinksters. In addition to performing with Vima (wardrobe malfunction included!) I had the honor of being dressed like birthday princess when I was for the Antiseptic Fashion show on Saturday! Antiseptic knows how to make me feel and look beautiful. Eventually I will pay off my piece and sport it everywhere!! Even better my ass is black and blue thanks to Jade Vixen, Darenzia, N.S., Kip, Viktoria, Maxime Avet, Billy Antiseptic and Stella Maris. I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;m leaving someone out! (Feel free to spank me for it if it&#8217;s you!)<br />
I had to come home a little earlier than I wanted to due to some drama with the SF weekly. Feel free to Google. I&#8217;m a tad tired of talking about it today. What&#8217;s done is done and all one can do is keep on keepin on!<br />
Daily show, then sleep, then laundry and maybe taxes tomorrow.<br />
To all of those that have sent kind letters and words of encouragement, thank you. It really has helped me through the last 48 hours.<br />
As Always<br />
TFFMB</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2009 18:28:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mz Berlin</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Wow. What a busy weekend! TMS and I spent Saturday napping and intending to watch Dr Who. I headed over to The Ivy Manor in the early evening to visit with Isabella Sinclaire regarding some exciting plans she has for the future of The Ivy Manor. In addition, I solidified some plans for my next [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Wow. What a busy weekend! TMS and I spent Saturday napping and intending to watch Dr Who. I headed over to The Ivy Manor in the early evening to visit with Isabella Sinclaire regarding some exciting plans she has for the future of The Ivy Manor. In addition, I solidified some plans for my next few films, my trip to Europe and decided to start taking private sessions.</p>
<p>My shoot with Dia was far too fun and far too short. I did suspend her and she said it was comfortable, so I&#8217;m happy with that. I&#8217;ve threatened Ken with coming over and tying up models in front of his camera ad nauseum and he didn&#8217;t throw anything at me or run, so perhaps I&#8217;ll have some examples of my rigging soon.</p>
<p>Here is a picture of Dia&#8217;s ass after I was through with it. She sent this to me from her cell phone.</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1208" title="DiaZervaButt" src="http://www.mzberlinsblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/device-memory-home-user-pictures-img00193-225x168.jpg" alt="DiaZervaButt" width="225" height="168" /></p>
<p>I went out in my custom Military suit from Fierce Cotoure to my friends&#8217; dance party. It turned quite a few heads! I knew I might be a little overdressed, but it turned out to be overkill.</p>
<p>Busy, busy.</p>
<p>Today I&#8217;m doing my nails and working on sorting stuff out for my trip to London as well as working on my website text. I&#8217;m very excited about getting my website going and sharing all of the exclusive content I&#8217;ve been shooting with my favorite kinksters! It feels really good to produce and direct my own material and I can&#8217;t wait to share it with y&#8217;all.</p>
<p>Tomorrow I tango with the incomparable Chad Rock. The theme of the shoot is CBT, and as Faithful Readers will know, I play with Chad on my terms. Tomorrow is going to be awesome. I&#8217;m trying to get him to stop by the house today. I&#8217;m looking forward to engaging in some stress positions with no rope. I know that Mr. Rock loves a challenge, and I want to give him a fun run for his money. I have no cattle prod and I&#8217;m over shocking peoples&#8217; fillings so he doesn&#8217;t have to worry about that, at least.  *haha*</p>
<p>Matt Smith is supposed to call me sometime today. I want to touch up my hair and hop in the shower, and have to run out and rent a P.O. Box later today. Hmmm. Maybe I&#8217;ll call him first. He wants to do a phone interview instead of a written interview. I just don&#8217;t want to get taken out of context. I would really like the opportunity to explain my take on his article, so it&#8217;s a chance I&#8217;m gonna take.</p>
<p>In porno news,  <a href="http://myfetishdiary.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://myfetishdiary.com/');">Christine Kessler</a> has put up the photo shoot we did featuring my smallest corset cinched all the way on <a href="http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1');">Zivity</a>! She calls it &#8220;Tiny Green&#8221;.  Please go check out Zivity and sign up! You get one free vote for signing up and they don&#8217;t spam you. <a href="http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1');" target="_blank">C&#8217;mon, give it a go</a>.  I didn&#8217;t win a bondage award and it broke my heart. Shattered my self esteem. Please up my self-popularity perception. J/K.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview('/outbound/article/http://www.zivity.com/models/Mz_Berlin/photosets/1');">Zivity</a> is actually a rather groovy site where you can vote for and view photosets of your favorite models including Darenzia, Angela Ryan, Emily Marilyn&#8230;</p>
<p>K. Got to get on it.</p>
<p>L8TR</p>
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