Had a wonderful day today! Got up early, ran late to set, got done early and had an amazing time with Mark Davis, who has worked with me on SexAndSubmission.com for Kink.com. We got to get down without rope or whips today and it was amazing. I’m still a bit spun. I’m very excited about the launch of my paysite. Shooting with all of my favorite people in order to get content has been such an experience in and of itself.
Although the shoot today was all about me being a femme fatale being a completely dirty girl, it was certainly very D/s based. I’ve never interacted with Mr. Davis any other way. I reflected on that afterwards. I suppose I could’ve been mouthier or played a character or whatever, but there was a reason it wasn’t scripted.
I believe that we got some amazing footage and intense photos and can’t wait to see both. I went from glam to smeared eyeliner in two seconds. There were no bdsm accessories but it was just as intense as SAS. Having TMS and Steen right there was awesome and a little awkward, but that’s why I wanted Mr. Davis there so I could just focus on him.
Directing and subbing at the same time is really hard. Not as hard as subbing and topping at the same time, but difficult. All I can really do is put the best people I know together at the same time and then go with it. Working with people I really like, trust and that know what they’re doing is my formula and I think that it’s working.
And in case I haven’t mentioned it before, Mark Davis is my favorite dude porn star ever. Ridiculous. I’m not sure if it’s the accent or that he’s confident enough to pick me up by the throat. Either way, I hope I can get him a lot for the site. Because I am a twisted individual, I can’t wait until I can get him to fuck my friends for my site.
Steen and TMS both said that they didn’t perv out at all during the shoot, which sort of dissapointed me. I’ve totally perved out at shoots. I’ve perved out with other people at shoots. Do I get a gold star for that? Isn’t that why you’re reading this blog? Because I perv out? And will talk about it, actually do it and take photos/videos of it? Talk to me!! Why are you here, Faithful Reader? Am I funny, am I hot, do you like the LOLCats? I certainly haven’t been putting up enough free porno lately, and haven’t been very good about updating my Clip Store. I guess I’m just anticipating putting all the pieces in place for my site.
K. Gonna recoup so I can go beat the boys that are bad with Nikki Hunter in the morning. My life, on the whole, is pretty bad ass.
adamkin | 30-May-09 at 10:20 pm | Permalink
i like to read about ya :D
Jay | 31-May-09 at 10:02 pm | Permalink
I am here because you have a fascinating way of communicating your extraordinary experiences in a way that makes them real life adventures that anyone can identify with regardless of their individual life style. You make it fun to follow the adventures of the Fabulous MS Berlin! I think there may be a book in your future. In any event, keep living life at the speed of fabulosity!! Jay
Christine Kessler | 31-May-09 at 11:10 pm | Permalink
I may not officially “perv out” at shoots, but, to my credit, I DID order you to not go to the bathroom, cheerleading you on to squirt, then applauded your efforts and filed the image away for future use. Does that reinstate my perv status???
Dan | 02-Jun-09 at 10:46 pm | Permalink
Mz Berlin,
It’s your attitude that’s such a draw to me. I first saw you in the movie “Strap Attack”…it’s the one I’ve seen you in. I like the way you got into your the Domina head space and definitely put Christian in his sub space within the first several seconds of slapping him into submission while pouring on the verbal humiliation. You messed him up good at times. At other times, possibly due to an oversight in editing, you showed a compassionate side when things seemed to get a little too rough for Christian. By the end, you had him flinching and you were both able to joke about it. I thought it was a fantastic scene because of you.
I don’t know if this will get me anywhere, but I have a build similar to Christian with a thick uncircumsized 7″ cock like Mark Davis. I’m interested in doing a scene with you sometime and would be more than happy to get tested. I’ll even wear a chastity device and pad lock while you wait on the results. :)
Dan
Tommy | 02-Jun-09 at 11:33 pm | Permalink
I love perving out at your shoots, but as you said isn’t that why I’m here? Yes it is, that and I’m captivated by your writing style. Please keep on doing what you are doing :)
Tom